sexagesimal: 23 mar 2012

23.3.12

goodbye, cruel world
i'm leaving you today
there's nothing you can say
to make me change my mind,

goodbye.

i am feeling very warm right now, please don't disappear / i am spacing out with you / you're the most beautiful entity i've ever dreame of / at night i will protect you in my dreams / i will be your angel / you worry so much about not having enough time together

Factotum

If you're going to try, go all the way. Otherwise don't even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives, jobs. And maybe your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery, isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance. Of how much you really want to do it. And you'll do it, despite rejections in the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If you're going to try, go all the way. There is no other feeling like that. You will be alone with the gods. And the nights will flame with fire. You will ride life straight to perfect laughter. It's the only good fight there is.